I treat feelings like people. Each feeling has a life. The feeling has to be at the top. To keep it there you need honesty. I hate making other people feel bad. In order to avoid blowing up I write in a journal. Analog blogging lets me organize my thoughts and then let me express my thoughts. It is dangerous for me to let people know what I'm thinking, Which is why I am so hard to read.
With no neck left to hang a chain with
October 18, 2011 • personal
I have found numerous crazy cool blogs during my blogging hiatus and designing process, that have inspired me to do nothing more, than dive into my yarn stash and start creating like Dexter with that darn screw. Thanks to Dana, Meredith, Yume, Chubby Bunny, and Twinkie Chan, I am bursting at the seams with the itch to create.
My issue is, with the haste in which I left my original abode. I left all my yarn/utensils at my house!! Thank GOD I am going back home tomorrow to pick up more stuff and finally start creating whats been filling my head for the last couple of days. I'll also be going in for my hair appointment, meaning I'll get to see my family. Just because I don't agree with their decision, and I did agree to move out, does not mean I don't miss them. I miss them like crazy, I am very excited that I'll be seeing them tomorrow!!! I'll also be taking care of some errands.
Most important 2 are: Depositing my tips (So I don't spend it all. I swear, if its there in my hand I'll spend it, I am horrible with finances.) Turning in my form for the Craft show. I've been so excited about the possibilities that I almost forgot about the registration! I need to go and make sure they've got my name down. haha.
Work FINALLY put me back on the week schedule! and they didn't waste anytime putting me back on their either!! I'm excited and upset at the same time. Excited because I'll be making more money; I work Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Tuesday. Upset because my school friend Rachel is throwing a halloween party this friday and I'd have no way of getting there...Sadness. So Not only am I going to miss a party. But I'm going to miss the chance to be hanging out with a girl who used to be one of my closet friends. T_T
Mistress Out
Spokhette
My issue is, with the haste in which I left my original abode. I left all my yarn/utensils at my house!! Thank GOD I am going back home tomorrow to pick up more stuff and finally start creating whats been filling my head for the last couple of days. I'll also be going in for my hair appointment, meaning I'll get to see my family. Just because I don't agree with their decision, and I did agree to move out, does not mean I don't miss them. I miss them like crazy, I am very excited that I'll be seeing them tomorrow!!! I'll also be taking care of some errands.
Most important 2 are: Depositing my tips (So I don't spend it all. I swear, if its there in my hand I'll spend it, I am horrible with finances.) Turning in my form for the Craft show. I've been so excited about the possibilities that I almost forgot about the registration! I need to go and make sure they've got my name down. haha.
Work FINALLY put me back on the week schedule! and they didn't waste anytime putting me back on their either!! I'm excited and upset at the same time. Excited because I'll be making more money; I work Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Tuesday. Upset because my school friend Rachel is throwing a halloween party this friday and I'd have no way of getting there...Sadness. So Not only am I going to miss a party. But I'm going to miss the chance to be hanging out with a girl who used to be one of my closet friends. T_T
Mistress Out
Spokhette
Change of Scenery #2
October 13, 2011 • personal
Today I checked one of the three apartments out today. It smaller than expected. And a lot more expensive then I wanted to pay. If I decided to move in and then get a cat, There's an extra fee for a pet, then a fee per month after that. It is not as close to wok as first described, so even though I was excited at first, I now see that are better and more affordable alternatives out there for me. Even though I was a little disappointed afterwards, I still spent the day with my favorite guy, so it all worked out. and without further a do, here are the photos.
Apartment #1 $550+50+20+30=$650/month
Mistress Spokhette Out
Apartment #1 $550+50+20+30=$650/month
Mistress Spokhette Out
Ok, so I don't want to point any fingers or put anyone in a "box", But there is a huge disconnect when I tell someone that I listen to rap and knit.. (honestly, I think its because people asssociate knitting with elderly people) Sad but true. As a friend once unceremoniously told me over a text message.
Me: Don't laugh! Knitting is relaxing, and its a modern craft!
Friend: Yeah, totally! (sarcasm) It was modern when Moses Ran track.
I had to admit I laughed but that's what people think about knitting, Kinda sad I know. My point is, it is very normal to listen to an array of music when you knit, knitting is so calming that you can listen to practically anything, and everyone has a different interest in music. Take Meredith for example, Her kntting playlist consists of Nat King Cole, Fred Astaire, Frank Sinatra and Blossom Dearie. These particular link/videos are songs I like from these particular artists. I like listening to them, as much as the next person, But I can't listen to them while I'm knitting. See, When I knit, I am so calm and collected that if I'm not careful I'll fall asleep. Which is why I need music of a different nature. So without further a do, here is my playlist.
Ms. Sharky-Get you done
Dumbfoundead-Are we there yet?
Eminem- Mosh
Epik high Ft. DFD and MYK
Mac Miller - Frick Park Market
D-Pryde- Mc 2011 showcase
Drake- Congratulations ( His old stuff is killer)
Lil wayne-Wasted ( Mixtapes, are the only way I can take him.)
Childish Gambino (Donald Glover) - Freaks and Geeks
Lola Monroe- Turning me on remix.
Mistress Spokhette Out
A change of scenery #1
October 12, 2011 • personal
I once read somewhere, that people like bloggers with an issue that they want help solving. Like its interesting to help solve other people's issues. Well I guess my blog is just about to get a little more popular then. I have some huge news to share with you guys.
I am in the process of getting an apartment. Yep, my very own place. I've never had one before. Every place I've lived or visited, has rules. I am so very tired of rules, at the moment. I've been "tossed out" of my childhood home, and honestly, it really was just time for me to get out. I was just starting to clash with the other inhabitants, and as much as I like to talk shit, I am definitely one to avoid confrontation when it comes to my parents and my family.
I didn't move right away, because I went straight to college, but since that is no longer a viable option, My own place it is. I'm torn. Half of me is excited about my new opportunity, the freedoms and complications of having my own place and my own rules. The other half of me, is scared, and sad and nervous to be leaving my family. Especially my younger sister. But it is just something that needed to be done.
I AM super excited to be taking a tour of one of the apartments I'm interested in tomorrow!! Plus spending time with my favorite guy, tomorrow, is going to be a good day. I am all settled in, so I plan on uploading a quick little video on a halloween tutorial soon.
Well I have a big day ahead of me fellow readers.
Goodnight.
Mistress Spokhette Out..
P.S. Check out my new shop!! 10% discount if you use byegoodsie!!
I am in the process of getting an apartment. Yep, my very own place. I've never had one before. Every place I've lived or visited, has rules. I am so very tired of rules, at the moment. I've been "tossed out" of my childhood home, and honestly, it really was just time for me to get out. I was just starting to clash with the other inhabitants, and as much as I like to talk shit, I am definitely one to avoid confrontation when it comes to my parents and my family.
I didn't move right away, because I went straight to college, but since that is no longer a viable option, My own place it is. I'm torn. Half of me is excited about my new opportunity, the freedoms and complications of having my own place and my own rules. The other half of me, is scared, and sad and nervous to be leaving my family. Especially my younger sister. But it is just something that needed to be done.
I AM super excited to be taking a tour of one of the apartments I'm interested in tomorrow!! Plus spending time with my favorite guy, tomorrow, is going to be a good day. I am all settled in, so I plan on uploading a quick little video on a halloween tutorial soon.
Well I have a big day ahead of me fellow readers.
Goodnight.
Mistress Spokhette Out..
P.S. Check out my new shop!! 10% discount if you use byegoodsie!!
You may be wondering what I am counting down too, Getting better. But Really I just wanted a cool title, and this leads into our music video of the moment.
Countdown by Beyonce'. I am captivated by this song. I love the song, I adore the video, it has become my ringtone. And I've been listening to it non stop since the 9th. haha. I am really digging her black and white dress is to die for, and all of her makeup looks, are great for everyday use!! I will definitely be attempting these at a later date.
I am definitely holding a countdown until the craft show and Shawn's baby shower, So I can get rid of this dang Blanket...Its driving me crazy.
Mistress Spokhette Out
Countdown by Beyonce'. I am captivated by this song. I love the song, I adore the video, it has become my ringtone. And I've been listening to it non stop since the 9th. haha. I am really digging her black and white dress is to die for, and all of her makeup looks, are great for everyday use!! I will definitely be attempting these at a later date.
Mistress Spokhette Out
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