I know I'm just failing all over the place.

 I know I haven't updated this or ANYTHING ELSE in like a really long time. BUT I AM VERY SICK. I've been busy/sick/lazy since last friday..I haven't had a cold in almost 6 years, but somehow I caught my mothers and it is really kicking my ass. I've got chills, hard to breathe, coughs, dizziness, hard to stand up for too long. I mean I am not my 100% self..
 Yesterday I opened at work, and I broke the sacred rule of waitressing. Never sit down. It had gotten to the point to where I had to sit down and take their orders, because my knees were shaking! I stuck it out tho. Not the kinda girl to leave my fellow man hanging. Once I feel better here is a list of things I will be completing!

• An actual blog entry.
• NYF entry.
• 2 makeup tutorials for my personal channel (which is starting to collect dust)
• The now 3 sun antoinette videos I'm behind on: Would you rather , 11 most reached for, and video killed the radio star...
• Complete  a commission scarf
• My fafsa (hopefully today, since classes have already started)
• update the etsy
• Complete overhaul of the blog
• Clean my room