Boy its been a whole week!

June 18, 2008

I am here to tell you what has happened in the last week or so since I've last written. I can honestly say nothing much. The end of Dance is here. 2 more days until the dress rehearsal and 3 until recital, which we only get one nite of! Kind of mad at that because if you mess up you don't get a second chance. My camera died so I wasn't able to take a group picture of My jazz class, and unfortunately I'm at the library and I don't have any photos to upload, so I guess I'll have to get you another time.
I can't believe its almost july! I'll be 17. I think that's it! Check out It's awesome for people who like to crochet something a little different.

Boy, I love this place

June 11, 2008

Yesterday I had dance, because ya know, it was tuesday. Dance I thought was dress rehearsal, so we ran around the house for hours at a time, looking for spare pieces to our costume and getting our hair done and lipstick and make up only to get up there and find that its actually next week. Needless to say I was pissed! So I had to go through an entire class full of hot air, in a hot costume for nothing! I was mad!!!!!!
My friend Sam is always teasing me. I heard that when a boy teases a girl it means they like each other? Is that true? I'm asking for people with experience in this situation, because ya'll know that when I get to see a member of the opposite sex their either a. Gay, B. Family, or C. Not interested. So, its me Musically_inclined, asking for a life preserver because I am drowning in this parallel universe where what you don't say matters and what you do doesn't.
!!!!!!Happy Birthday Jerrah!!!!!
Best wishes from ur favorite cuz

I have drama practice tonight. I haven't had it on this day since april. It feels wierd usually I just sit around and fiddle with my computer. Now I get to get out and be free. I'm finally finished with the debutante slideshow. I get to unveil it myself on saturday at the meeting wish me luck. I'm taking it to practice tonight so I can show it to shawn and see what he thinks, he was working on the website for Anything goes, so he knows a little something. Hopefully, it will be all good.
And once it is perfected, I will upload it here. For now tho, you'll just have to chill. This has been ~Fireshade~

Whats up people????????

June 10, 2008

I'm baaack! Booyah! I am so excited its not even funny! Tomorrow is my cousin's 18th birthday party and you know what he wants? A diamond earring. Freakin' hilarious. I was laughing so hard... before I figured out that he was actually serious. whoops! I finally took those library books back, I'm going to have fines through the roof!*Shakes head* Man, there goes getting books through the summer.
So Kenny, likes me, I like him too! He's soo perfect! He's smart, treats me like a lady, he can be goofy I love it! I feel so important when I talk to him. But I digress, I don't want to sound crazy!!!!
Lets see what else has gone on?!Oh Play pictures! We all looked nice, but my dad still found something to say, he's starting to egg me on, so I have to turn around and say something to him, I had to bite my tongue so hard the other day, that I had blood just pooling into my mouth. It was disgusting!
O I think that's it for now and time for

It feels like forever!

May 28, 2008

Okay so its almost the end of May and I know what you're thinking! Prom and the end of the school year! But alas it is not! Prom was supposed to be the 30th and now it won't be happening at all. And not just for me which I know is what ya'll are thinking but alas everyone. There just wasn't enough people and bowling pulled out at the last minute and double booked so it suks!
I've gotten more mail from North Park University! Me thinks they like me. I've gotten an invitation to come spend the night in one of their dorms. That's the first time especially with all the colleges that I'm interested in. Plus, Its almost the end of the schoool year and by the time I go back to Anything Goes, I'm going to be a SENIOR! Senior's rule!!!!!
Cell phone troubles are back. This month, I was
under thank god! But mom is thinking of switching service to either Cricket or T-mobile, which one do you think I should go with? Either way I have to get a new number a new phone but I get texting! Which I haven't had since 9th grade! SO either way its a plus for me.
P.s. Its time for cosplay! At the main library! I have a list of costumes help me choose the best one!
  • Momiji Sohma (Fruits Basket)
  • Mint Ayazawa (Tokyo Mew Mew)
  • Hikaru (Angelic Layer)
  • Hatoko (Angelic Layer)
  • Amu Hinamori + Blue Egg (Shugo Chara)
  • Prima Plum (Nanatsuiro Drops)
  • Ayumi (Sgt. Frog)
  • Hiyokoya-san (Pick of the litter)
Which is the best????????????????????????????????????????????????????

P.S.2 Who has seen the Paper? It's a television show on MTV. I am in love with it! I just got finished watching the marathon and I absolutely hate Giana and Trevor they need to just commit suicide like Romeo and Juliet and get Over ThemSelves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now time for Photos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well what do you know?

May 11, 2008

Okay so I'll start from the beginning. My parents found my facebook and my myspace and did a complete background check on everyone. It was uber embarrasing. And then he had me delete all of my friends and start over from scratch! I was soo mad! And they've taken away my cell phone away from me!~ So now I can't even talk to my friends!
My parents talked to Kenny the other day! They like him! I might actually get a boyfriend before the next d3cad3!~ We might go see Iron man at the movies! How cute is that?! We are soo nerdy!! We got to see aunt Brenda's new house! ITs really nice! Every kid has their own room now! I thought that was cute! And it was my cousin's recital and I'[m so proud of her! She rocked dat shit!
Oh! There was a fight in my neighborhood! Girls and boys came from another neighborhood to fight people from my nieghborhood! Crazy! And then they did all that talking and the one boy walked away wit one shoe on It was hilarious!
I've finally decided on my top two colleges! North Park University which is supposed to have the most awesome history program! ANd Miami Oxford which is the best but they are soooo expensive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'd need like 200 scholarships for just one year of skool!
Kenny is too sweet! And polite! You don't find guys like him anymore ! He reads scientific American for christ sakes! ANd he can be bad. !~ I'll let you think about that for now!~ More on him later! Okay now I'm just hanging with my cousins so I'll talk to you a little later!

~THis has been Musically_Inclined~

Boy I've been busy

April 29, 2008

Soooooooo sorry it has been so long since I've been on! Lots of things have happened! Well I got the acceptance letter to debutante for seniour year! woo-hoo! I'm sooo excited! Prom is almost here! And I have a date! He is soo cute! But he's stupid late! He's never on time for anything! He completely missed the "meet the parents" dinner becuase he had a baseball game crazy right? But I guess I can forgive him!
I finished crocheting my gauntlet, Its awesome and completely white! I wore it to double dutch, 2 boys waved at me! They asked my n
ame and everything! lol. I talked to him yeaster day but I feel wierd! He didn't know my birthday! He thought it was in february! Do look like a winter baby? I don't want to but I'm starting to rethink my off. I don't want to go through with it for a guy I've known for six years and yet knows absolutely nothing about me.
Well I did go to the readthrough on the 13th! Lots of cute
boys there but I had like 5 lines! Thank god I'm there for tap and singing because otherwise it would be pretty dull! Made friends with my fellow angels, helen and Catie! They're groovy you wish you were a quarter as cool as they are!
Yesterday was the last music practice at the school and now were back at the location of our audition! I'm excited! I was waiting in the rain for mom to come pick me up when Frank walked up and joined me. He is so clueless! But cute too young
for me tho, he's a sophomore. Being an upperclassman rules! My aunt got the keys to her new house! Woooooooo hoooooooo! She deserves a big hoot!
This is th
e photos of the laptop that I'm going to get for my senior gift!

The day of punishment reigns!

April 9, 2008

Sorry I haven't been on in soo long! My laptops been taken away and now I've been reduced to using a library computer! I've been exiled! My parents have taken away my laptop, mp3 player, my phone, library outtake priveliges, practically everything that makes me happy is gone now except this blog. WHICH they don't know about! Thank heavens!
Lets see! What has happened within the time I haven't been on?!~ Oh I know! Lots!
In about 4 days play will start and then I can start having fun! Anything goes, and then today I got the acceptance letter to be in the debutant and diplomat program this year! No free saturdays meaning I don't have to see his face! WOOO_HOOOOOOOO!
I think thats it for now but when I get something else I will most definately try and write. Oh and check out these 2 bands! We the Kings and Paramore! THey RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Musically Inclined~

Its been 2 Weeks!*agast*

March 20, 2008

OMG! I cannot believe tis been that long! I'm sorry for not updating, I've been so busy! Alright I'll work backwards, its been a while so this might actually be my longest entry. So I didn't make the Bronx Masquerade audition, but I loved reading the book. They canceled it because of the darned weather! Did you know that it rained last night + then it snowed? It was crazy! Okay back to my timeline, sorry I'm easily distracted lol.
So I was on punishment for two whole weeks, because my parents didn't approve of. But that's none of your business, just the repricusions are. They crashed my computer and took away my mp3 player! Now, other than this blog, which they don't know about, my mp3 player is my life! I take it everywhere! EVERYWHERE! People literally almost don't recognize me without my headphones. Crazy right? And they go and take it away, that's like taking a seeing eye dog away from the blind people! Insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We visited my aunt she moved really far away and then, not only was she far away from us but we got lost! We went in a big circle twice before my mother and I realized it and then we almost killed ourselves, careening down a hill we didn't know about, I'm glad their weren't any animals, they would have surely been killed. Our cousins have grown so much is the short time I haven't seen them! Becky is good!!!!!!! Its amazing. lol. jk, but she is more mature! Kety is getting taller still but she's still blind as a bat! lol.
I auditioned for a part in Anything goes, which is a Musical Comedy. My sister and my mother auditioned with me. I was the only one to get a part. Gianna cried for a whole day, I felt sooooo bad! I got one of the angels and I'm back up for the lead, I cannot wait, rehearsal doesn't start until April and then the performance isn't until July, when I'll be Seventeen! Buyahhh!
I finally got my crochet+ knit club going at the library. Its called the Cheshire Crochet+ Knit Club. Its on Wednesdays from 4-6, which works because right after that I have to haul it to get to play rehearsal from 7-9. I can't wait I am soooo excited! My friend Kyana is trying to set me up I know she's trying to make me feel better but I just feel so pathetic. I miss School. I miss running flat-out to get to a class on time. I miss meeting new people and my friends on a constant basis.
And finally, we get back to today's entry. Crazy right? Anyway, I have it all written down in my journal which I use to transfer to you, so I don't forget anything. Here it goes.
Amelia Thermopolis is a fictional character created by Meg Cabot. She is complete invisible to everyone @ school except her Friend Lilly and Lilly's Older brother Michael. She stays that way until her father can not have anymore children because of Testicular cancer, which makes Mia his only daughter. This matters because he is the Prince of Genovia, which makes her Princess of Genovia making her extremely popular with reporters + School. I would love to be Mia Thermopolis! To be a person with that much political power would be amazing I think. Coupled with the fact she's really smart she could be really good for Genocia(Which I'm still trying to figur out if its a real country or not) and I would love to be that quinntesential to society!
Props to myself for the S.A.T. Reference!!!! Speaking of which, still need to be takedn along with the A.C.T. Probably two of the most important tests I will ever take in my ENTIRE LIFE!!! Speaking of my entire life, you are going to think this is so pathetic. But I'm now sixteen and I just now learn I'm not just black and white. Apparently, I have cherokee+ cuban blood! I also learned something new when it comes to race.
No matter what your mixed with whtever your mother is you are. So since my mother is African/Cherokee decent then so amd I. Weird right? Plus, because of this weird socitical rule, Barack Obama is white!!!!!!!!!!! Now as a person who has experienced racism first hand I know that its not something to laugh at. Your race is a part of you that you should cherish with the rest of ya. Because we are all beautiful!
I can't wait until Prom, two month away baby! woo! hoo! I love my dress! My mom doesn't but I love it. If it wasn't so formal I would wear it over a pair of jeans. See isn't it pretty?

Its really is a small world!

March 6, 2008

Alright, so all the things in this entry happened yesterday, but by the time I got home there wasn't enough time for an entry so I decided to do it tomorrow. Which is today!
So, We got to the library for our groups and this is like the 10th week straight that my friends haven't showed up for my group and so, I decided I would ask about starting a group through the library and Kathleen, a librarian, said that she would help me start one on one condition, she wants me to teach her! And as I was leaving wearing my suki purse and a woman grabbed my arm and asked me if I made it. I told her yes, and she showed me her bag of yarn it was insane, her stitches were all intricate I was like dang, so she's going to join us as well, and I told her it would be like music and since we get to use the meeting room, music and such! I am so excited. The woman's name was Christie and she knows how to knit as well, so, she can teach us that too.
Then after we left, we went to Kroger's to get somethings for dinner, we would up having Salsa. I saw an old classmate of mine, her name was Tierra, "The #1 Stunner", from sixth grade. We hugged and we talked about high school and such, I can't believe its been five years! It;s crazy, the years really do fly past when you're having fun! lol.
If you have not seen Step up 2: The Streets yet, then get off your bum and go see it! I love the dancing its amazing and the ones at the end between Andie and Chase are so erotic, My god, if some guy did that to me I would faint, and then we they brought me back I'd probably kiss him till I couldn't breathe. Where are the guys like that? Roll Call.......................................................................................

This has been *Musically_Inclined*

Homework suks!!!!!!!!!!

March 5, 2008

So I'm stuck with all of this homework, it seriously suks balls! I have math, english, history, science, politics, computer science, and band! Then I have an article to write for Kuuipo and then I have beginner's french, intermediate spanish, and beginner's mandarin and then after that, I have housework and crocheting to do! Needless to say today is going to be extremely busy!
But to be quite honest (Meaning don't tell my teachers) but I love all the homework they give me! It makes me feel important and successful, I know I am completely insane! I can't wait until next week I feel like there will be another fight, and this time it might resort to blows! Kylie betta beat Mackenzie's *** or she totally looses my vote!

XX I am the beast feed me rappers XX
XX feed me beats, I am untamed I need a leash, XX
XX I am insane I need a shrink, I love brain, I need a XX
XX leech, why complain on easy street?! I don't even talk,XX
XX I let the Visa speak XX
XX and I like, my sprite easter pink XX
XX And my wrist special pah but the Mula's cooler XX
XX I have more jewels than your jeweler XX
XX Touch and I will bust your medulla XX
XX That's a bullet hole, it is not a tumor XX
XX Red light! Red light! Stop your rumors XX
XX I stay on track like a box of Pumas XX
XX Now just r-r-rock with Junior XX
XX I am the little big Kahuna, y'dig? XX

**This has been Musically_Inclined**


March 4, 2008

Okay so today is Tuesday, this is when I have hip hop dance class. Well, there is this girl Mackenzie, she's really hyper and she's white and she has all these gangsta songs on her ipod. Then there's Kylie, down to earth, good dancer, pays attention, black. Well, Mackenzie and the girl with the orange hair. (Don't know it yet), were talking and Kylie got upset and told Mackenzie to shush. Mackenzie's all "Don't tell me to shush." Kylie turned around and was like "what?" Mackenzie "You heard me, I said don't tell me to shush." and then Kylie turned back around and was like "then don't talk," Ms. Amanda stepped in before it turned into an actual fight, but I was like dang. lol. Other than that today went okay. I finally got some new headphones, now I can hear my music from both ears! lol.
Kudo's to those who voted! Rock the vote ppl! lol

This has been Musically_Inclined. holla

March of the musically inclined.

March 3, 2008

I can't believe its another month. This is my 10th entry! This month brings a lot of changes. Such as the end of Newtype?! What is this insanity?! The good news is, there will be a "better" replacement. piQ! Whatever the heck that is. Oh and this is all they can tell us.
Whateva this is supposed to be?!
Dooney and Burke have a new customer!

Maybe my sister was right, coffee does make people crazy, cuz there is no way I would pay 200$
for a purse, it better do my homework and my chores for that price. shoot.
Oh I've got photos of my new favorite music artists!

The Last Day of the month!

February 29, 2008

Hello friends, today is the last day of the month. February has come and gone and were getting closer and closer and closer to the end of the school year!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I mean , who isn't excited about the end of the school year?! Alright back to the order of business!
Found out why Bridget hasn't been answering my calls. She's been prepping for Surgery! Her prostetic tube is infected and they have to surgically remove it. Austin, her brother, has a bitchface, hobag, slutstick for a girlfriend! She started talking about people she hasn't even met yet! She called Bridget a Whore?! and her friend Kevin a fag? Gurl, pleeze she would have been running home crying to her sugar daddy when I got through with her.
Bridget is 2nice 4 her own good! Sometimes, I wish I could switch places and just kick some butt.
Tap was pretty good. Alanna's play went great so she's back 4 good. Our substitute told me to catch her up so we went over to her own little corner. She got it the second try. Ms. Sara, I think her name is, told me to get an application to be a Teacher's Assistant. Wouldn't that be awesome? So I go ask ms. Tina and ms. Rachel and they basically said its first come first serve and all I have to do in fill out an application.


Freak out!

February 28, 2008

College is totally wearing me thin and I'm not even a senior yet! Its just that itching concept that sometime soon I'm going to have to choose is killing Me! See originally it was an easy choice because I wanted to study Anthropology. Then, Mom said that was too narrow and I should just switch to history. The only problem is there are like 50 Million Kajillion Colleges that have general history as a major thus making my choice even harder than before.
However, she's right. :( I don't want to box myself in and thus the internet search begins. I want to be far away from where I am now as possible and still be able to speak my native language... ENGLISH! Thus narrows it down to anything in the United States, United Kingdom, and Anywhere else. (didn't really like geography):P So what do I do? A calm cool collected teenager with the body of a goddess and the mind of a infallible scientist? lol I research. I've decided to go through a search of the internet with my handy dandy mother and college guide books.
Just in case you didn't get it that's from Blue's Clues. lol.

Another day

Another day spent having fun. It's almost like it's too good to be true. Spent another 2 mins creating another txt message dat I no Ill neva send. It sounds so depressing and pathetic when you say it aloud. I wonder if he'll ever love me? Kyana is such a cool friend! I'm so lucky to have her! WE've been friends 4 almost 4 years! It's awesome. We were a close knit group; Kyana, Kari, Desirae and I. If only we could have kept it up. But no... Desirae had to be held bak a year and Kari had to disappear off the face of the earth.
But I guess it's all good. Kyana and I will start college in the same year & She and
I swore we'd keep in touch. It's great to have Friends in your life like her!

Well what do ya know?

February 27, 2008

So yesterday my hip hop class did pull through apparently, the snow stopped for no apparent reason. So when I got there I was first because my sister has class before I do. Then when it was time for class every single dancer was there. I was so happy. Because when someone is missing then it is hard for Amanda to teach us the part. And to move on and maybe learn a little more of our hip hop recital dance.
Anyway, When we finally got in there, the Studio is always over run with hyper children, Amanda decided to teach us the very beginning of our dance. I must warn you we look good! Our moves are tight and I can't wait to see our costumes, the way the dance hides our face I think we should have worn a fedora and suit-like costumes but apparently nobody asked me. Lets see what else? Oh! Today is our separate groups at the library. I have a crochet group and my sister has a doll group. Hmm, I feel like I'm forgetting something but I can't quite remember what it is.
So the other day I tried to explain the lure of Asian Culture to my aunts. It didn't work so well. In fact, they think I'm weirder now, then I was before so needless to say it was a bust. I was telling them about the conventions and things and cosplay and such and my aunt was like" Let me get this straight, There are other Gabby's in the world?" I rolled my eyes, she makes me sound like some kind of freak!
Weasels get a bum rap, don't you agree Harold? I mean I don't seem sneaky, coniving or homicidal to you eh?- The Weasel, Return to Howliday Inn by James Howe

Why Bother?

February 26, 2008

I'm not even sure I should have written that last entry. I mean what was the point of trying to keep up with your friends if they never answer their phone? I mean that's what you have it for right? TO answer? I mean otherwise what is the point? This is my favorite video ever!
Tomboy by beul su ki I think

Old Friends do they really have a place in a new life?

I was just wondering, say you were somewhere where you made a lot of friends and then something happened and you were uprooted rather ubruptly. Do you think the old friends have a place in your new life. Because this has happened to me and I find it extremely difficult to keep up with everybody. Now don't go throwing that they'll be with you thick and thin if they're your real friends crap.
I want some concrete fact that it can work. Because its kind of hard for me. But I especially love it when I run into someone I haven't seen in forever such as my friend Daniel. I hadn't seen him since I'd been uprooted and I ran into him while he was working at Wal-mart! It was fun to catch up. So onto better things.
Today is Tuesday and I have dance! I haven't had it in 3 weeks because of all the snow. But now that it has decreased a bit I can go get my hip hop on. I think dance is really neat and I love how I feel at the end of a practice. Calm, neutral and focused, the only thing that beats that feeling is after I've preformed a recital, then I feel like I'm on air! Like a cloud just drifting away.
I'm currently on a new book! It had to be you by Cecily Von Ziegesar. It's good, exactly what I would expect from a Gossip Girl novel. It does answer a lot of questions I gathered reading the entire series as well as collecting it. Only missing two novels and then It will be completed! I've decided to start my own Zine with Kyana!
It's going to be called Kuuipo! Its hawaiin for My sweet. Isn't that adorable?! Ah well its lunch time now and my stomach is growling something fierce so talk to you later.
This has been Kuro Neko. Mew V


February 25, 2008

I hate this! Constantly waiting constantly hoping only to crash into the ground. Hard, dead, waiting, wanting. Do you even care what I want? Do you even know? Only worried about who'll suck you right or if I'm interested in 2-on-1. What if I wanted more than that? What if I wanted permission to call just cuz I could?
Do I have to have a reason just to listen to your voice? Can't I be a part of something wonderful and spectacular? With you? Only you? I don't want to have to share. Even before we reached this phase I was the other girl, the one who did the things your girlfriends didn't. I be came your go-to-girl and I was proud, happy even that you thought I was important enough for such a task.
And when you made it permanently grounded in reality I was over the moon! I told my best friends in the world! They told me to go for it. Now I wish I hadn't, Do you care? I doubt it.

This is the hindu entry in english. Just in case you were wondering. This is a poem I wrote about a month ago about a problem I was having. Writing makes me feel better and I think its way better than yelling at someone at the top of your lungs. Try it! You may find that its a better outlet for your feelings.


इ हटे थिस! कांस्तान्त्ली वेटिंग कांस्तान्त्ली होपिंग ओनली टू क्रेश इन्तो थे ग्रौंद। हार्ड, दाद, वेटिंग, वान्तिंग
दो यू एवें करे वहत इ वांट? दो यू एवें क्नो? ओनली वोर्रिएद अबाउट व्हो'ल सूचक यू रिघ्त और इफ इ'म इन्तेरेस्तेद इन २-०न्-१ वहत इफ इ वांटेड मोरे थान ठाट? वहत इफ इ वांटेड पेर्मिस्सिओं टू कॉल जुस्त कज इ कोउल्ड?
दो इ हवे टू हवे अ रेअसों जुस्त टू लिस्तें टू यौर वौइस्? कैन'टी इ बे अ पार्ट ऑफ़ सोमेथिंग वोंदेर्फुल एंड स्पेक्टाकुलर? विथ यू? ओनली यू? इ दोन'टी वांट टू हवे टू शेयर।
एवें बेफोरे वे रेअचेद थिस फेस इ वास थे ओथेर गर्ल, थे ओने व्हो दीद थे थिंग्स यौर गिर्ल्फ़्रिएन्द्स् दिदं'टी। इ बेकाम यौर गो-टू-गर्ल एंड इ वास प्रौद, हैप्पी एवें ठाट यू थौघ्त इ वास इम्पोर्तंत एनौघ फॉर सुच अ टास्क।
एंड व्हें यू मदे आईटी पेर्मनेंत्ली ग्रौंदेद इन रियलिटी इ वास ओवर थे मून! इ टोल्ड माय बेस्ट फ्रिएंड्स इन थे वर्ल्ड, थे टोल्ड मी टू गो फॉर आईटी! नो इ विष इ हदं'टी दो यू करे? इ दौब्त आईटी.

My first entry

Hello everyone, This is my first entry. two days after I won a scholarship that I can put towards college so its pretty safe to assume that I am excited. And now I have a place to express it. so make sure to watch for updates and such.
love ya,
Kuro Neko


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